i know that i've made a lot of mistakes in my life, but it seems like everytime i do, they get thrown in my face every time i get in a fight with my mom. in december i messed up at work, and in a nutshell lost my job, and had to go to court. so now im stuck with 2 misdemeanors and a fine of 400 to pay. i know what i have to do. but my mom seems to like throwing every single mistake i make and rubbing it in. she's never "comparing her kids" but she does all the time. in the past 2 months, shes told me that she regrets adopting me, and shes bitter towards me for everything i've done to her. i dont think she realizes how that makes me feel. and yeah i know everyones gonna say well sit her down and talk to her. i've tried...all she does is flip out and scream. i understand shes pissed off. she has every right to be, but she needs to stop acting like a little kid, and she needs to be mature enough to stop screaming and let me talk for once. she keeps telling me im an adult and i need to act like one. well guess what, im gonna make a decision for myself, and im gonna start looking for an apartment today. she seems to think i wouldnt be able to make it on my own, but she freaks out when i tell her to let me try! so im just going to have to prove it to her that i am an adult and that i can make it on my own. especially considering im the one who pays all the bills in the house. im the one who writes the checks, mails them out, goes online to pay stuff, makes all the calls. crap my sister and i are the only ones who are working! so i dont wanna hear how i cant make it.
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so you moved out?